first i must point out my use of idioms

thanks DSW, you teach me a lot - at least when dictionaries can translate your English (:
just wanted to share some photos of my magazine. today is the first anniversary of my first visit to printing center, and 4 days later my magazine will be 1 year old (: i will send copies of 5 issues to you, if you send your adress information to our magazine's e-mail adress. contact me for that, please (: i know you will not understand even a single word, but this forum helped me a lot to improve my english, and i met with different "worlds" and points of view in this forum, you're not really aware of that but this forum has a great role in my evolution. so, those copies can be considered as remnants of my gratitude to you all, especially gumtree (:
it all began with this:
i remember as if it was yesterday... the happiness of that was beyond words. it was the first time i "created" a real thing, and though it was a bit "lame", many praised us, thanks to our sincere enthusiasm.
me, after having our first interview with a well-known musician:
and after second issue, American artist Sidney Eileen designed our logo:
and then, all four issues! "poor but proud" as we say in Turkey (:
and me, designing pages of the magazine. tired, sleepless, hungry but still able to smile (:
so, thank you all, flufflanders. as i said before, you were not aware of it, perhaps, but you helped me to evolve, you helped me to become open-minded as much as i can... my magazine is not a great success in fact, but as we say in Turkey, we made it with blood and tears, so it means a lot to us, the crew. so, i couldn't prevent myself from showing my gratitude to all who helped me even a bit.