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i long for your answers, my soul is empty until then
i am weak, hurt, my heart is bleeding
i wait here for your return, scared, hurt and condemed, guilty with your sins,
but will you come back for me? tell me the truth, set me free?

or am i stuck here? with my dying soul, forever
is this it for me? am i nothing once again?
do you remember how you held me? before your dirty sin?
before you tied me down? raped me ?blackened my soul?

why? i ask myself, did i not love you enough?
or was my love for you too much> too pure?
is she the reason why you hurt me? your true love? is that why you hurt me?
was i not good enough? did you have to torment me? mess with my mind?

my dignity is gone, lost forever, are you happy?
happy my heart is shattered? soul torn? death my only wish?
because of you i am now pain, this is my name, my life, pain
i loved every bit of you, but did you not hear when i screamed "stop"?

did my nails not rake your face? did you not bleed like i did?
was it just an illusion when i cried? begged for mercy?
did you not force all of your hell and all of your sins into me
when you took my last bit of strengh. hope and love away from me?

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Her eyes gleam with sadness, as tears begin to fall, she stands alone, as if she is a rose surrounded by thorns. Her sadness will immerse her already broken heart

i wrote this, why? is it that terrible?

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Her eyes gleam with sadness, as tears begin to fall, she stands alone, as if she is a rose surrounded by thorns. Her sadness will immerse her already broken heart