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Hmm, I would interpret that the OP was asking something more simple, and, as I do not care to over analyze my own situation too much, I'll keep it simple.
I was single and neutral (before my first love). Then taken and happy (after marrying my first love). Now, I'm widowered, and numb. After 24 years of neutral, and 23 years of happy, is this what sad is, or is this unhappy, or just numb? Whatever it is, it sure sucks. I would rather feel something, I think we all need our feelings, happy, sad; something is better than just empty.
Physician heal thyself?...
PS..
I'm quite sure this is NOT the case, but I could not help noticing the seemingly natural way they cut into each others psyche... Is it possible that Erutan and Mr Cal were ever together and happy?... LOL, just kidding now, but I did get a little laugh when I thought about it. Thanks folks!
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