I have changed the little spelling and english errors so you can read it over now!
"It is of a great necessity that I should apologize to you for the err i have done. When my life didn't seem to go anywhere you seemed to shine like a beacon of hope. I knew you liked someone else but i was self-centered and started to like you too. You always seemed very honest and comfortable with me which I valued immensely. I shouldn't have let my emotions get in my way, for they have a tendency to cloud one's judgment. So i liked you and I was happy because i had found something worth dying for, but I realized I should have been looking for something worth living for. Now that i have found that,I would like us to be the great friends we once were, but unfortunately I don't have that authority. That my friend is up to you. What I'm trying to say is sorry for all the wrong i committed towards you, and I will be leaving soon, and I don't no when I will be back. All I can say is this: Don't look away. All of this life is transitory, a dream. We all come together in the same place, at the end of time. If I don't see you again here, I will see you, in a little while, in a place where shadows don't exist and light prevails. And if you would be willing to see me in the future, as long as the universe lives me to, I would appreciate that very much! Good bye my precious friend!"